Self forgiveness - I forgive to myself

I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to smoke because of some reason within me.

I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to smoke because I defined myself according smoking.

I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to smoke because I define it as free will.

I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to smoke because I wanted to defend my right to smoke.

I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to smoke because I believed my mind that smoking is heavenly.

I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to smoke because I wanted to socialize with " others " through smoking.

I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to smoke because I wanted to be perceived as free " person ".

I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to smoke because I wanted to fit into society according smoking.

I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to smoke because I wanted to be perceived as person who has money because I smoke one of the " most popular and expensive " cigarettes.

I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to smoke because I perceive it as “heavenly " after I eat something or after the sex.

I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to smoke because I wanted to build my personality based on smoking.

I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to smoke because I defined myself as something special when I smoke exact blend of cigarettes.

I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to smoke because I wanted to be accepted by others as I perceived smokers as more open people.

I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to smoke because I "love " the taste of smoke from cigarettes.

I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to smoke because I connect the smoking with " special " places.

I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to smoke because I connected smoking with my stability.

I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to smoke because I wanted to prove to the others that I can breathe the smoke to my lungs.

I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to smoke to avoid making fun from myself by "others" that I do not breathe the smoke to my lungs when I smoked.

I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to smoke to defend myself from making fun by " others " that I smoked only to my mouth.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to think that I can get money from casino.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to think that I am subject to casino.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to think that I can consistently generate money in casino instead of realizing that consistency cannot be sustainable in casino.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to think that I need to generate money through casino instead of realizing, that another ways are available for generating the money to support myself and others in need.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to think that it is possible to generate money through casino.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to get my power back to mind and participate in mind in casino.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to think that I am less than if I spent money in casino.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to act based on thoughts, instead of realizing that I am not thoughts.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to believe that casino is the way how to generate the money.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to think.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to think that I need to generate the money.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to do not stand for myself instead following the mind, I am not the mind, I am breath, equal and one.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to want to return to casino.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to desire to go back to casino.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to push myself to go to casino.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to do not stand for myself and for life.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to define myself according to casino.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to believe in casino instead of realizing that it is simply another religion system.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to create my own gods in my mind and followed them.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to create my own believes and definitions and followed them.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to create my own secrets and tried to keep them hidden.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to follow what my mind showed me, instead of realizing that I am not the mind, I am life, equal and one to all.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to define me according the amount of money which I lost in casino.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to visit the casino, instead of realizing that with such act I am visiting the chamber of prayers, another believe system.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to want to excuse the visiting of casino with the money I generated.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to hope that I can generate the money consistently in casino, instead of realizing that money are simply fake.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to give my power to my mind to direct me to casino, instead of realizing, that I am the directive principle, I direct, I am.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to go to casino every day, justify this visits and make from visiting casino my own behavior, instead of realizing, that with such act I am deliberately deceiving myself, giving my power to the systems and giving myself for granted to the " hands" of systems.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to believe that any god exists.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to create from casino my own god.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to do not use the money for those which are in need of money.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to do not use money effectively and support the systems, instead of realizing that I am life, I am here , and I direct the usage of money to support myself and support life.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to keep the casino as the memory within myself as the chamber of god, instead of realizing, that I am not the memory, and I am not defined by the memories within me, I release them and no more visiting of casino. I am here, I am life.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to think that I am some think more if I do not have university degree but I have job where all another are with degree.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to judge people witch go to university.

I forgive to myself that I allowed and accepted to myself to think that I need to contact "Bernard" or "Sunnite" if I want to go to desteni farm, instead of realizing that wherever I am, I am here, as breath, equal and one to all.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to think, that if I want to move or go somewhere, that I need also move my body, instead of realizing

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to think that I am limited, instead of realizing that what is limited is mind, not me.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to think that I can delude myself, instead of realizing that deception no more exist within me, I am here, as breath, as life, as all, equal and one.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to think that if I fall that I am something less then instead of realizing that falling shows me how I can stand, here, one , equal to all.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to wait on "god".

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to create idea about the " god "

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to think that this idea and believe about the "god" exists.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to worship the " god "

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to think that I am less than the " god "

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to think that I need the " god "

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to think that I am not one and equal to myself as god.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself that I am eternally enslaved to idea of " god "

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to believe in knowledge and information about the " god "

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to think that I am here because " god " wanted from me to be here, instead of realizing that I am here, one and equal to all, as life, as breath, as god.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to think that I must suffer for " god "

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to think that " god " left me here, instead of realizing that I am here, equal and one with all existence, but not defined by the existence.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to think that I need consciousness systems and accepted way of living for this system.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to think that I need to " prepare " the way for "god " coming, instead of realizing that this was just separation within myself and idea and believe within myself.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to live as locked living expression of " who I am" as system.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to think that I need to live as locked expression to worship the " god " and be worthy for him instead of realizing that I am here, as life, as one, equal to all, and nothing like worshiping, following, more then or less then exists.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to limit myself.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to limit myself towards something which looks external.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to think that I am limited.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to think that limitation exists.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to feed the limitation within me, instead of realizing that only mind can be limited, and I am not the mind therefore I am not limited.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to become the limitation of the mind instead of realizing, that with such act I am giving myself for granted to limitation system of the mind and I am not the mind, I am here in every breath, equal and one.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to live as limitation of the mind, instead of realizing that I am not the mind therefore I am not limited, I am here as breath.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to think that limitation is necessary for living, instead of realizing that the mind needs the limitation, I am not the mind.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to move within gridline structure, instead of realizing, that I am not limited to the gridline structure and therefore I can move any direction as I am life, here, equal and one.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to perceive the grid line structure as my limitation, instead of realizing that I am not limited, therefore I can move where ever I want, as I am equal and one to anything in existence.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to compare myself with others in process, instead of realizing, that I walk my process alone, as others walk their process alone, and I cannot compare myself and my process with others, as I created my own shits and they also, therefore our processes could be different, different points needs to be released, and that's it. I am here, as breath, as life in every moment.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to think that I can be tired.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to think that tiredness exists.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to define myself as tiredness, instead of realizing, that tired can be only mind, and I am not the mind, I am here, as breath, as life , equal and one.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to think that I can feel tiredness, that I can feel to be tired, instead of realizing that I cannot be tired as life as breath.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to perceive that if my body need rest that I am tired, instead of realizing that simply my body need rest, but I am not tired as tiredness do not exist, it is only product of the mind and I am not the mind.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to think that my perception of necessity for resting of my body is my tiredness, instead of realizing that it is the mind which is tired, not myself, I am here as life as breath.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to think that breathing can be hard, instead of realizing, that I am the breath as life, here.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to think that when my body need rest and sleep, that I also need to sleep and not to be aware of myself, instead of realizing, that only the mind need sleep, not me, as I am here as life as breath.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to not be aware of myself when my body sleep or rest.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to do not be awake when my body sleep.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to fall to sleep and not be aware of myself, instead of realizing, that mind need to sleep and regenerate itself, I am not the mind therefore I do not need to fall to sleep and I do not need to do not be aware of myself during the sleeping.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to do not wake up from the bed immediately in one breath.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to snooze when I wake up.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to think when I wake up instead of realizing, that with such act, mind is activated and trying to lead me and direct me during the day, I am here as life as breath and I am the directive principle.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to think that I need to sleep, instead of realizing that only my body needs to rest, therefore sleep but I can be aware during resting of my body.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to think and participate in the mind with statement that I need to sleep, instead of realizing that it is polarity friction of the mind, and I am not the mind, I am here as breath as life equal and one to all.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself do not notice my body.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself do not care about my body.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to create distance from my body, instead of realizing that I am here as breathe as physical body.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to do not touch my body.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to do not hear my body.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to do not love my body.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to do not accept my body, instead of realizing that I am here, as breath as my body, here.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to do not enjoy my body.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to judge my body according the skiing of my body, according the spots on my body, instead of realizing, that

I am here as breath as my body therefore no judgments about my body.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to do not be intimate with my body in each breath as I am here.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to separate myself from my body.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to do not be aware of my body parts, as legs, hands, head, and body whole as one and equal to all.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to do not move within my body.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to do not explore my body.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to do not like my body.

I forgive to myself that I accepted and allowed to myself to do not be equal and one with my body.