Day 37 : Do not waste time

                 Each moment in mind is wasting of time, each moment where I miss my breath is moment I missed myself and reality at all.

                Each moment I am not here but in “ dimensions “ of the mind is the moment I am creating consequences of inequality.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to spend time in mind as the monologue voice within my head, silently talking, silently speaking and believing that this views and understanding is understanding of myself, instead of realizing that it is the mind and how mind wants and try to explain reality as existence as what is here thus I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to try to explain to myself the oneness and equality through the mind as perceptions, ideas and statements instead of realizing that mind have no understanding of reality at all thus I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to want and try to understand reality through the mind instead of living here within and as my breath equal to my body and equal to myself each breath I am here.

I commit myself to become living expression of breath as life here.

Thanks, Juraj

Fallen – breath

   I woke up today morning, finally, but was not awaken “ completely “. And I wondered, why?

                So I looked on this point, what cause me to not be able to wake up when I open the eyes at the morning, and then close it and sleep much more than I would like to. What is that cause that I can sleep 4-5 hours without problems, and then I sleep 10. What is that cause, that I can sleep consistently less than 6 and then I fall and I lose my consistency and I sleep and sleep.

                What I miss, what is that cause? And then I realized, it was like lightning to my head, I miss the breath. When I open the eyes at the morning, and I miss the breath I fall to sleep, I am fallen.

                If I miss the breath and I am fallen at the morning, it actually means, that each breath I miss during the day, is literally the same. I am fallen with each missed breath, because with the missed breath, I missed myself.

Thanks, Juraj