Day 170 : I stop when I stop – When I stop?

                To stop the point, no matter which point it is, I simply have to decide be here. Once I am not in the mind all days, I see how point after point is challenging me, and I went through lot of them, and this ego point, me as simply this E-go instead of I go, is challenging me constantly, continuously, in such frequency, that is astonishing, once I started to see mechanics of me, understand me, see me as who I am as mind, that I still was not able to stop E-go point entirely. This is quite interesting, as I started to see, that through separations, judgments etc, which minds offer constantly, simply I can’t stop any point. It is simply impossible, because this will still bring polarity and thus friction and energy which will be followed.

Self stops, when self decide, any moment, self move once self stops. Self stops, once self embrace point as self as oneness of self with everything which self stand for as the point, self see. That's self decision,I decide.

Thanks, Juraj 

Day 120 : If point is walked, thus clarity come.

                 In and as walking points of myself as the mind components, I realized that when point is walked and transcended, thus no matter in which situation I face the point again, I am stable and clear within me and I do not fall, in meaning, energy experiences, movements, thoughts, reactions, everything is gone and just me is here.

                I see what, why and when I fall within that point and I see why I stand this point for myself no matter what. And in this, simplicity of life comes.

                I forgive to myself that I have accepted and allowed to myself to doubt about myself if I can stand points I walked for myself, and within this allow within me participate in and as mind as a thought – What if I am not done with this, what if I do not saw everything related to that point I worked with, what if I did not understood or comprehend the point entirely, and by this negate my standing and being here.

Thanks, Juraj

Day 117 : Fear as only one point humans live

                The fear, is the only one point humans follow. I did the same, everything I followed and lived in my life was just fear. By transcending the fears, one eventually realize that one never lived.

                The fears I let go was that which bounded me inside me to follow, to live, and to think and believe it is my life. I was even not able to see that I lived just fear, because I misplaced and misunderstood energy experiences within and as me, with many different layers of bullshits, to just cover this fear and believe that it is something else.

                It was never something else, everything was just fear.

                I forgive to myself that I have accepted and allowed to myself to do not see and realize that everything I lived within and as my life was just fear, everything else was and is or are just make up illusions as perceptions, ideas, believes that it is something else.

Thanks, Juraj