Patience

                I never had patience, things I could not get immediately I lost interest in them, I considered them boring, not interesting, nothing.

                I wanted things now, money now, sex now, fulfill my desires now, if run away from my responsibilities so now, there was no patience within me.

                As this all is diminishing and becoming nonexistent within me, here I see.

                Now is of the mind, now is not real.

                To have no patience means to be in rush for something, in rush for energy, in rush for something which seems to be separate, which seems to be not here.

                I am not in rush anymore.

Thanks, Juraj