Beauty

            How I understand it and see, is, that the beauty, judgment that something, someone is beautiful, or that this is beauty, always come from comparison.

            Where one point is perceived as more then second one, and thus first is judged as beauty, and second as ugly, because first one can’t exist without second one.

            Beauty, do not exist if nothing ugly exist, and even then things can be seen how they really are, and this judgments of beauty or ugly are really everywhere, media serve this zillions times per day, magazines, TV, everything is compared, judged, and served to people, this is beauty, this is ugly.

            I used to, always look on girls, this one is beautiful, because she is thin, well shaped, exactly according brainwashing of media.

            Or the cars, o yes, this one is pretty, nice, beautiful car, look at that shapes, that lines, look on those wheels, or the lights, very, very beautiful.  And look on that one, ugly old shit.

            Day by day, I am facing that people around me are saying, oooo you have so beautiful shoes, oooo you have so nice jacket, or how beautiful are your pants. Lol.

            I do not participate in it, why should I? Why should I judge things the way you judge? Or do you even realized, than when you say that this is beautiful, it is judgment? Do you like to be judged? Why to judge?

            All those words, are simply always just brainwashing of society, media, country ones live in, always.

            It is not real perception, real seeing of the things, how they really are, because it is judgment and judgment is never seeing.

            From things which I judged as beauty I used to create energy, positive one, one I liked, and from ugly, negative, and it was always just polarity of the mind, never real seeing, never being here, just in judgment.

            And reality is much more simple, without judgments, when I just look on thing what they really are, cup is just a cup, do not matter what shape or color the cup have, it is cup and can be used for something, that’s it, nothing less, nothing more.

            The picture on the wall, it is just picture, some geometrical shapes, some color, some folks can pay millions for just some color on the wall.

            Is shark ugly or beautiful?  How you would decide? Is cat ugly? Or Dog? Is the building in front of me ugly? Or it is amazing beauty? How I would decide which one it should be? Do I have to judge it? Do I have to use this word? No.

            Is your face beautiful? Really? What about thoughts behind this face? Who is behind? Can I see it please? Will it be still so beautiful and nice? Does this face lie? Does this face deceive or manipulate? Does this face abuse? Or even if yes, it is ugly? No, nothing of that, it is just what it is, nothing less, nothing more.

Thanks, Juraj

Misinterpret misinterpreted

            Recently, I was blamed that I lied when I provided certain information to one persona. I didn’t. I was sure that what I am telling is true. I was sure that I am just passing what I was told thus I can’t lie. It was not so.

            I asked question, the reply was not direct answer to my question but I within my mind took it as it was and thus I believed what was told was direct answer on my question.

            I was asked this information and I provided it to other persona, and this persona blamed me that it can’t be true because the guy who provided this information couldn’t say that.

            I asked him, how many times I can do specific thing, he replied that each time I came. Thus I interpreted this as ok, if I came more than one time I can do it therefore more than one time. This makes sense.

            In the question was missing one the most important word – day, per day, how much times per day. According rules they have, it is just once per day. Thus I was not aware of it.

            Thus I was asked why I am doing it second time per day, as I came second time that day, and I said that I was told this information thus I am doing it.

            Conflict arises and I was blamed as liar. Actually, I didn’t lie.

            Then I realized, it was me who asked not direct and not specific question, thus the answer which I get was also not direct and specific.

And within this, I took it as valid answer and therefore misinterpreted what was told, and I created conflict just because, I did not ask directly at first. Second, I took something which was not valid answer on what I wanted know as valid and acted according it.

After that entire scenario, I discussed this with persona I had conflict with, that it was just misunderstanding and misinterpretation.

            I realized, how crucial is to keep track with what was said and not shape any word or words spoken, how crucial is to speak directly and ask directly, with required specificity to avoid possible misinterpretation of the words or to avoid misinterpretation of the meaning which one asked or replied.

            How many conflicts I could prevent, how much I created just because I was not direct and specific with my words?

            And this just show, how easy it is to complicate things, when one do not direct words in required specificity, when one shape things within own mind or do not take attention of words spoken, or make assumptions.

So I stop this.

Thanks, Juraj

Picture likes

I used to create the specific emotions in front of specific pictures, simply just shapes and colors in front of me, and because of that, so I created energy within me and different kind of experience, going through sadness, joy, love, excitement, etc.

I saw the picture, and I defined myself towards this picture and create the desire that I want it in front of me more or not likeness that I do not want to see it.

This is so “ stupid “, how come that my experience of me is determined by some pictures ? By these definitions, this can be broken down and nonexistent.

Just breathe and experience in front of picture/because of picture disappear and remain nothing. Was this experience of me real? Obviously, not.

Just only another delusion, created because of separation, inequality and polarity of the mind.

Everything, are just only shapes, colors, geometric links, basically, everything is the same, just only looks different because of mind definitions.

Thanks, Juraj