Sunday, October 30, 2011

Self forgiveness - The voice in my head

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that voice in my head is me speaking, instead of realizing that it is mind speaking.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give attention and value to the voice in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that this voice in my head speaking it is me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give power to the voice in my head to direct me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to stop the voice in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within and as mind speaking voice in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that this voice in my head is trustworthy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to trust the voice in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to do not stop voice in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that voice in my head must be me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that this voice in my head wants the best for me as me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge the voice in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hear what the voice in my head is speaking.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hear the reason of the voice in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hear the needs, desires, and words in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that words spoken silently in my head are real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that words poping up in my head and chatting are me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that maybe something can be true from the word which mind speaks to me, instead of realizing that each word mind speaks is illusion.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place myself as inferior towards the words in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place myself inferior towards the mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place mind as superior towards me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give value to the words mind speaks.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live according the words mind speaks within me in my head.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to do not stand up against voice in my head but rather hear it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hear even one word in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give attention to the words in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within and as inferior towards my mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be directed by the voice in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself according voice in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as who I am according voice in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that I have to define myself as who I am according voice in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that I have to follow the voice in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that I have to do what the voice of the mind in my head present to me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create me as personality according voice in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself according voice in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that I am less than voice in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that I am not able to stop the voice in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that I am not strong enough to stop the voice in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I am too weak to stand up against voice in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I am voice in my head and that this voice is all I am.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit myself according voice in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create relationship within me with voice in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as an illusion of the mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within and as delusion that voice in my head is me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that if I stop voice in my head thus I will not know what to do or how to direct myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create habits, patterns of my life and my living according voice in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live out the voice in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect memories to voice in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect past to the voice in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect future projections to voice in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear to stop my patterns, my habits.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lock myself within and as mind voice in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to remained locked within my mind, instead of realizing that I am able to stop the voice in my head, my thoughts, my habits, my patterns and free myself from dictate of the mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive voice in my head as authority.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that to hear words in my head is normal.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that the voice in my head could be beneficial to me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I can use the voice in my head as cross reference.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I can use the mind for solving the problems I created.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live as an shadow of the mind, dictated and directed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to submit myself according dictate of the mind as voice in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live in submission and inferiority towards the voice in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fuck me with the voice in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give permission to the voice in my head to direct me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give meaning to the voice in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that if I hear anything in my head thus it have to be real, instead of realizing that anything which pop up in my head it is just illusion of my mind, just program, script, pre-written program which I gave permission to follow and live out.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that mind is over the matter.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that what matters is mind, instead of realizing, that what matters is matter.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe, that I am limitation of my mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I have to be limited.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that limitation is real, instead of realizing that mind by itself is limitation because of design as script and program.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that I am less than the mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from existence according limitation of the mind.


Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Self forgiveness - I forgive to myself - 3

I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like winning.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to do not like losing.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like winning money, in games, in conversations.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to do not like losing money, in games, in conversations.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like jeans.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like shirts.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like sweaters.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like touch.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to get what I want.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like play dota.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like playing billiard.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like playing bowling.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like swimming.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like kayaks.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like to play Legion.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like be without responsibilities.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like coffee.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like to smoke.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like to play for money.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like to lie.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like to manipulate.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like the cola.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like water.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like lounge, trance, and chill out music.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like to be alone.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like to be without money and thus without problems as I defined money as problems.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to define money as problem.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like to be without problems.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like dancing.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like to look clever.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like chocolate.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like to eat meat.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like to eat pomes frites.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like to eat vegetables.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like to eat garlic.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like to eat onion.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like to eat tomatoes.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like to eat potatoes.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like to eat paprika.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like to eat sunflower seeds.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like to eat chips.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like to eat bread and butter with ham.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like to eat boiled eggs.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like to drink coffee.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like to drink black tea with citrus and honey.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like cooking.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like sleeping.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like resting.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like doing nothing.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like to postpone my duties and responsibilities.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to consider others once I need them.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like to care about myself.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like the word like.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to charge word like with positive energy.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to charge word dislike with negative energy.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to do not like word dislike.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like when no one push on me.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to do not like when someone push on me.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like my likes.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to do not like my dislikes.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to judge my likes as positive.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to judge my dislikes as negative.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like the night.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like the red color.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like black color.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to do not like pink color.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to judge pink color as negative and charge it as negative because of perception that only gays wear pink colors.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like women.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to dislike men.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to behave towards women with positive attitude and towards man with negative attitude.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like the polarity of the mind.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like my bounds and my chains.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to do not like unknown.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to define myself according my likes and according my dislikes.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to be calm and relaxed.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to do not like anything which makes me out of my balance.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to judge alcohol as negative.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to do not like alcohol.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to judge my knowledge and information as positive.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like my limitations.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like my desires.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like who I am as system.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like who I am as a machine.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like the way I live.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like my judgments.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like the future.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to do not like the past.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to remains stuck in past and the future.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like the thought that this is all I am.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to do not like the realization that I am limited and bounded and chained and that my life has been pre-programmed and that I never lived myself but just script.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to think that thoughts are me.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to think that I am who is creating the thoughts and to think that thoughts are real.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to define myself according the thoughts which my mind shows me.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like some thoughts and to do not like some thoughts.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to think that I have to follow the thoughts which I like and define myself through this thoughts.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to judge some thoughts as weird, ridiculous, bad, wrong, insane, crazy.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to limit myself according thoughts in my mind.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to think that smoking is freedom.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to think that when I smoke thus this is my free will, instead of realizing that simply I am enslaving myself into something outside of my and creating addiction towards it.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to believe that I am free.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to lock myself into cycles of repeating the same mistakes.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to think that I am inferior towards my mind.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to be directed by the mind and by the thoughts mind shows me.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to live in polarity of the mind.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to think that mind is all which exists.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to think that I am my believes and desires.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to think that I have to fulfill my likes and my desires.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to do not like to work.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to do not like current financial system.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to blame others for current financial system.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to blame other for their allowances and acceptances.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to do not like to eat pasta.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to charge pasta with negative and judge it as negative.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to do not like to eat boiled vegetables.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to do not like sauces.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like sun and warm from the sun but do not like sunrays because of sensitivity of my eyes.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to do not like coldness.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to like the lights in the night.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to do not like word rape.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to do not like word abuse.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to judge words rape and abuse as bad and charge it as negative.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to judge word love as positive.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to judge word problem as negative.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to do not like empty wallet.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to do not like bank account with zero balance.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to do not like bank account with minus balance.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to do not like my falls.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to do not like repeating the same mistakes.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to think that I have to learn some lesson.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to believe that I have to go through pain, problems, and mistakes in my life.
I forgive to myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to do not like spending money.