Some days ago, I experienced one day, events where like everything from
beginning to the end was against me.
Situation, scenarios, and interactions with people like everybody and everything
wanted to make me angry. I was calm and each event I breathe through, except two.
The woman driver in front of my car, driving really slowly, blocking me
with her car, making chaos, and direction light turned on to the left but
driving in right side.
First time in my life I allowed myself loudly to shout on somebody in the
car, I shouted loudly that she is a fucking bitch.
Moment after that I realized, what the fuck I am shouting on her? I do
not know a shit why she drives so slowly, why her direction light is turned on
to the left but not changing the direction, I do not know a shit how much she
is experienced driver, and maybe she is just looking for something here or
searching for somebody whom she should pick up. Thus I let go this moment and then
forgave myself to being nasty on her, even she was not aware of it.
I realized, why I allowed myself to shout on her, because of the
perception of myself that I am good driver, and that the half of the nation
should gave back their driving licenses because they drive “ badly “. The
perception that I am more than them just because I faced more situations thus
my behavior while driving is different, just because I drove more roads, or
more kilometers, from this the perception that I am more has been born.
And, I am not. I am not more than anybody else in their own car, each one
of us just have different skills and different experiences while driving, thus
each one of us drive the car according the best skills we have in such moments.
Thanks,
Juraj
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