As I was born to this world, and
grow up and observed what is around me, many orders, restrictions and commands I
heard as a points from those which thought they know what it means to educate
child.
They was wrong as they had no
idea what they spoke to me and why, they was not aware what they imposed on me,
they do not saw and realized how they abused me, that everything was said just
for sake of wanting to have control over me, to make me of their image and
likeness, to make me submit they will and follow and live their believes, ideas
and their life.
No one cared who I really am, no
one cared what I would like to really live, no one respected me as a being and
no one respected me as their equals. No one said to me to respect myself, no
one said to me to like myself and enjoy myself, no one said to me to value
myself and honor myself, no one said to me to cherish me. No one wanted to give
me freedom and show me what freedom is, no one in my life ever teach me what I should
really know and understand.
No one as all was blind and
deaf, no one as all was innocent in their blindness, no on as they was not
knowing, seeing and realizing what they really do and why.
It is paradox, but no one lived
their lives as free beings, not directed and enslaved by the mind. As we are
all, trapped and living the illusion of the life, thinking and believing.
Who really see the madness of
this so called “life”? Who see what we created? Who see this world the way it
is? Who see, that we all are responsible for this creation? Who see that we
created this? Who see that we are creators of this misery what is here?
Who really see? That we forgot
to respect and value life.
I forgive to myself that I have
accepted and allowed to myself to forget to value life and respect life and
therefore to respect and value myself as life.
I forgive to myself that I have
accepted and allowed to myself to forget to value mind and energy experiences
more than physical therefore more than life.
I forgive to myself that I have
accepted and allowed to myself to do not give value, respect and honor to
myself.
I forgive to myself that I have
accepted and allowed to myself to do not cherish myself.
I forgive to myself that I have
accepted and allowed to myself to do not give attention to myself each moment
of breath.
I forgive to myself that I have
accepted and allowed to myself to do not respect myself each moment I am here.
I forgive to myself that I have
accepted and allowed to myself to do not enjoy myself each moment I am here.
I forgive to myself that I have
accepted and allowed to myself to do not care about those who are not fortunate
as me and thus accept and allow separating myself from them and thinking and
believing that I can’t help or care about them.
I forgive to myself that I have
accepted and allowed to myself to think and believe that I am too weak to help
those who are less fortunate than me to make this world for all enjoyable
place.
I forgive to myself that I have
accepted and allowed to myself to do not value others as me, because I do not
valued myself.
I forgive to myself that I have
accepted and allowed to myself to separate myself from others because of
believes, perceptions and ideas about myself.
I forgive to myself that I have
accepted and allowed to myself to separate myself from here, because of very
living in and as the mind, where mind is never here but always in the past.
I forgive to myself that I have
accepted and allowed to myself to do not want to see what is here, what has
been accepted and allowed on this place as horror and pain of majority of being
living on this planet.
Thanks,
Juraj
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