Really. Never. I never considered anybody and anything, and
if yes, thus animals or when I was young, but if I should speak about people,
it was always the same. My self interest. Simple.
Truth is always simple, when the
shadows of bullshits are removed, simplicity of truth about me remain.
To care about someone, to
support someone, to help and assist when I see it is possible, I do. I am
learning to support others, I am learning what it really means, because within this,
I always support myself.
I forgive myself
that I have allowed and accepted to myself to live according my self interest
and do not consider others within my world.
I forgive myself
that I have allowed and accepted to myself to think and believe that I care
about others not realizing and not seeing that it was just only my self
deception as in fact I didn’t gave a shit about others.
I forgive myself
that I have allowed and accepted to myself to live in illusion that I care
where in fact I lived my self interest just for the sake of getting energy for
my living.
I forgive myself
that I have allowed and accepted to myself to think and believe that with lies
and deception I can cover who I really am.
I forgive myself
that I have allowed and accepted to myself to to fuck others.
I forgive myself
that I have allowed and accepted to myself to see others as blind assholes as
brainless and pointless zombies fucking around in this world with no sense for
anything and with no understanding to anything and thus became bored by
explaining over and over and over that what I see in this world thus I forgive myself
that I have allowed and accepted to myself to create within me the boredom to
speak with others and be pissed off with explaining everybody over and over
things I see and I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to
see others as uneducated semi retarded fuckers instead of realizing that I am
equal to them and thus I am not more and not less than them.
Thanks,
Juraj
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