The world I see through my
physical eyes, gives me perception of world and myself that I am separated from
everything and everyone and this seems to be very valid, very trustworthy, and
definitely very acceptable point of view of myself and the world without.
Someone in my world, had to tell
me what I should see, how I should interpret that what I see, and which names I
should put on things I see accordingly, to fit into society and into a system
and do not step out from accepted facts by majority about the world and system
by itself.
You are unique, you are
individual, you are the only one very special, no one is like you, those words I
heard many times and the eyes gives me the perception and validate those to
such extent, that I became those words and I became living entity as separated
from everything and everyone.
To make the fuckup really
perfect and hit the nail, I separated from my body through the words I heard
within my head in absolute trust that those words are me and that I am those
words and thus I started to live in my head and reactions, back chats within my
mind, and mind delivers me on golden plate those words, very likely to make
sure that I will remain in accepted prison of myself – in the head as words popping
in the mind.
I realized, that eyes deceive
me, the pictures I see and how I learned to interpret them and what value I gave
into a pictures and what meaning I connected to them, have perfect ability to
deceive me in absolutely professional manner, just through my acceptance.
Are the things the way I perceive?
Are those pictures everything I can see? Am I separated just only because I see
things that way and accept that way? Am I living in a reality or In my mind? Is
the reality picture based?
No, I just learned to interpret
reality as pictures. And extensively judge.
But let’s have a look on words,
what words one speak carry, what is the meaning and what Is the point one is
speaking about. What is behind those words and why one speaks those words?
Is interesting to see through the
words and through the picture one present, as to look at the words gives one
ability to be no more deceived.
I forgive
myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to trust to my physical eyes
to such extent, that from this trust I created within me believe that I am
separated from everything and everyone I can see.
I forgive
myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to trust to my physical eyes
as perception that what I can see is separated from me and through this
validate myself as ego and as separated entity from what is here.
I forgive
myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to put different value to
different pictures and different colors I can see through my eyes and from this
value derive likeness or not likeness of that what I see.
I forgive
myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to think and believe that
because I see reality as pictures separated from me, that thanks to this
acceptance I can manipulate and abuse reality according my will and desires and
needs.
I forgive
myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to desire and want that what
is here to function according my needs/wants/and projections instead of
realizing that through this I am living as the mind in separation from myself.
I forgive
myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to separate from myself and
from what is here through my physical eyes in believing that because I see
reality as pictures thus I have to be separated.
I forgive
myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to separate from my body
through the voice I hear in my head and gave value and attention to this words and
think and believe I am those words.
I commit
myself to investigate the values I placed into each and single one picture I can
see and investigate the energy creation through this pictures and my living as
energy.
Thanks,
Juraj
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