Day 142 : Positive and negative – Same shit

                The positive blind me to see what is part of myself as negative, the negative shows me what I became and why.

                The positive directs me away from me, the negative destroy and dishonor me.

                The positive, delude me and trap into illusions, negative shows how I judge myself and why.

No matter which polarity is within and as me, which polarity is still part of “my life”, it is the same bullshit and same energy and same addiction of energy.

                It is cool to see and realize, that positive and negative, is simply not real.

                I forgive to myself that I have accepted and allowed to myself to judge myself as positive and negative in separation from myself.

                I forgive to myself that I have accepted and allowed to myself to live in polarities of the mind as positive and negative, instead of be here present within and as the moment and see and realize that nothing of polarities is real, just delusions of the mind as desires, projections, ideas, believes, definitions, judgments, separation myself from myself because of accepted living as the mind.

                I forgive to myself that I have accepted and allowed to myself do not stop each moment here.

                I forgive to myself that I have not accepted and allowed to myself to see and realize that I am able to stop everything and anything which is of the mind.

                I forgive to myself that I have not accepted and allowed to myself to myself to see and realize that I am able to be directive principle of my life in self honesty with myself.

Thanks, Juraj

Day 96 : I like you thus you are more

                Interesting thing is, that those people I like, or to those ones I created likeness towards, as positive seeing of this people, thus I take it like to be more, like to have more value in my life, and as opposite those I have no connections towards, thus no value for me, no meaning, nothing.

                And this is bullshit, all people have equal value, each and one being has the same value as life.

                I forgive to myself that I have accepted and allowed to myself to split people according likeness and dislikes, and thus put value accordingly of my likeness or dislike, and within this participate on positive and negative energy creation towards those people and thus trap myself into energy experiences of likeness or dislike, where I accepted and allowed to myself to search and seek those ones I like and disregard those which I do not like.

                I forgive to myself that I have accepted and allowed to myself to think and believe that positive energy or positive seeing or positive attitude towards those people I like is expression of myself, instead of see and realize that by this I am already acting according energy experiences within and as me and thus directed by the mind.

                I forgive to myself that I have accepted and allowed to myself to exist within and as mind polarity of positive/negative and neutral by this split people into categories and thus categorize people instead of see each individual as equal to me, and myself equal to them and thus direct myself within the world where everything and everyone is threat equally.

                I forgive to myself that I have accepted and allowed to myself to create the positive energy within me as hiding of that what I perceived as negative and thus expect from others to help me to generate the positive energy for myself to be able to cover much better that what is suppressed within me as negative and thus I would not have to face that.

                I forgive to myself that I have accepted and allowed to myself to believe that what I perceive as negative or I created negative experience towards, is my real decision, my real direction and my real seeing, instead of see and realize that within this I am already by submission of the mind and thus directed by energy experience within me.

                I forgive to myself that I have accepted and allowed to myself to think and believe that I have to stand back from that what I do not like, or I do not want to confront myself with or face, instead of stand up and face myself no matter what.

Thanks, Juraj

The words are innocent

                Today I was on conference call with my French co-worker and several folks from customer side.  Call was from certain perspective hard and long as lot of issues we talked about, and at the end they switched to French language for a while to have better communication as it is their native language.

                I do not understand in French a word, so I was just silently listening, as I was hearing the words I realized interesting point.

                As I had no clue what they speaks, It was for me just words, those words couldn’t cause within me any reaction, judgment, thought, or likeness or dislikes, nor perception of positive or negative words, also I couldn’t make any idea or believe about their speech.

                As I have nothing programmed within me in relation to sounds/words spoken in French I realized how perfect the programming of humans is just through words/sounds.

                The judgments or perceptions of the words, not seeing what the word is by itself, what the word really means, but what one thought what this or that word is according own programming and own judgment of the words.

                I faced many times, when people said to me, that this or that word is negative, or wrong, or ugly.  And many times I explained that simply such a word do not exists. There is no ugly word in this existence, and there is no wrong or negative, it is just word, and the word has some meaning and the word stand for something. That’s all.

                And you know what? You like to fuck, so why you judge the word FUCK as ugly? And you like to shit, cause when you have to thus you have to, and why the fuck you judge the word shit as wrong? Is wrong when you shit? And it is ugly when you fuck? It is bad when you fuck? Wake up.

And the word fuck have many meanings and stand for various different explanations within context spoken, so this word is just a word, like apple, like orange, like stand or sit.

                This is the same with positive or negative perception of the words.

                So maybe you will realize that if you judge some word, it is you who is wrong, not the word. The words are innocent.

Thanks, Juraj

               

               

From illusion into reality

  The thoughts I believed was real, the thoughts I thought are me, those which I was aware of, I let go and those thoughts no more bother me. Just that simple it is.

                The voice which used to speak within me and I believed is me, I let go and the voice no more bother me in my head. Just that simple it is.

                The emotions I thought was real I stopped and this emotions no more bother me. How simple it is.

I used to look more within polarity of the mind on those one which I do not like or those which I do not like to experience. Those I let go and thus I forgave myself, but I forgot interesting point. To let go those one which I like, those one I would like to experience, some of them I let go, but some of them I wanted to keep for myself.

But that’s the same delusion as those judged/perceived as negative, the positive/good is just the second part of polarity.

I realized, how much points are in front of me from positive spectrum which I am going to work on, because, to stand real, mean stand without any illusion of the mind.

One side of polarity, or the other, both are the same illusions.

Thanks, Juraj

Sound likes

                I used to create towards some specific sounds the energy experiences, feeling and emotions, which I believed are real.

                Some sound I judged as positive and some as negative, and from that I created the feeling and delusions of experiences, some I judged as bad and didn’t wanted to hear them again.

                Towards some sounds I even created the desires and some of them I feared. All sounds are the same, the frequency, just only because of mind judgment it sounds different.

Important is, what information the sound is carrying, what is the message ones speak, what is the voice singing about, what are the words ones speak.

With judgment, I was not able to hear.

Thanks, Juraj