Today, from morning in certain
manner everything started cool, moment by moment I enjoyed my day, my work, the
simplicity of pushing myself through my resistances and thus working on
everything what was scheduled today, just breathing, working, enjoying the
moments.
After lunch, I received message
that the police blocked my car, without any reason, as my car parks the same
way as others, simply fascist police in my country are abusing the power they
have each way possible and thus getting money from citizens for their bosses,
as in my country the wild west is possibly weak word, simply, in Slovakia, the
laws has been raped and fucked every way possible by those in power to maintain
their power.
The fact that police took away
my driving license for a year for no reason and for their mistake, I was able
to took as fact and do not connect anything to that, as I saw that I can do
nothing about that as the files has been already destroyed and thus I have
nothing “ against “ police.
But here, I am on moment far
from blowing up, I see that if I will allow anger to ignite within me thus that
anger would raise maybe infinitely, I see that if I will allow it the rage
would be just far away from that immense anger which could possibly explode
within me.
But I am calm. As I am still one
moment far away. What I will allow next moment? Just one moment, can completely
determine and change the life completely. One single moment, this is quite
fascinating, how much can be changed in one moment.
I breathe. I see how destructive
anger is. I breathe, I breathe.
Thanks,
Juraj
Cool Juraj!
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