The mind, always try to tell me
what this or that means, what this or that is, or what means the words which
have been said. The very question is, what really represents the words and
sentences being said.
To see this, one simply have to
walk specific points to see and realize the mechanics of manipulations and
enslavement of the mind, and how literally everything which is of the mind
exist in the past and is past based, and do not allow to see what really
happened in reality.
The mind, always interpret,
always try to explain, based on library of experiences, memories, trying to
serve what actually experience of one should be, what one should think, what
one should take into consideration, what one should focus on etc.
Interestingly, mind is always
wrong, this is interesting from perspective, that do not matter how big the
library of knowledge, information, memories, experiences, relationships mind
created, it serve for nothing.
Anything and everything mind is
capable to see, understand and comprehend, is based on data as input which came
in, and thus interpret according specificity of this data what one should
therefore experience and how one should feel. This is by paradox always wrong,
as the only point why mind does this, is to generate the energy. Nothing less,
nothing more.
I forgive to myself that I have
accepted and allowed to myself to participate on the interpretations of the
mind about physical reality, about words of people being said, about their behavior
and their intentions, instead of see and realize what is really going on here.
I forgive to myself that I have
accepted and allowed to myself to think and believe that I must and have to
stop the mind, instead of me simply be here within and as breath, live in
physical reality and anything which mind shows me as my self definitions, my
reactions, my participation in reality as the mind to utilize in self
introspection and self investigation to get the point for myself and thus see
and realize how I defined myself, how I accepted to live as the mind and
therefore give myself the opportunity to release myself from such definitions,
interpretations, reactions and participation on and as the mind within reality,
to give myself the chance to live here, to live myself and thus direct myself.
I forgive to myself that I have
accepted and allowed to myself to be distracted by my own memories of my life,
of myself and of my participation and therefore think and believe that I have
to live the same way, that I have to react the same way and that I have to
follow my own programming of myself as system, instead of be here, slow down
myself and therefore to give myself the opportunity to see and realize what is
really going on within me and without, to be able to align myself to became
trustworthy being.
I forgive to myself that I have
accepted and allowed to myself to fear that I will fall into same cycles of
living myself in the points I walked for myself, instead of see and realize
that all of this is because I still utilize memories of myself to participate
in reality and therefore that I really do not gave up specific memories of
myself as I utilize those memories to define and live myself and therefore
follow the program of myself.
I forgive to myself that I have
accepted and allowed to myself to do not see and realize for myself, that to
live here means to simply gave up all memories of me as my self definitions, my
self creation of myself as a robot and automatic system of interpretations,
reactions, automatic behavioral pattern and thinking patterns, and therefore
utilize those patterns to see for myself where and how I defined myself to live
as a system, and give myself the chance to release myself from such behavior,
as I see and realize that this do not serve me for nothing, that because of
following patterns I keep myself trapped in illusionary reality of the mind and
therefore diminishing myself into a illusion as well.
Thanks,
Juraj
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