I can see the light, yes the
light to be and shine something has to be destroyed, depleted, till eventually
light will deplete and cease to exist. Thus what will remain at the end of
ends, at the end of days?
The Darkness. The darkness will
remain as darkness is and darkness does not have to be created, generated,
darkness can and exists without light.
Light is the subject to the
darkness, not vice versa. Everything light exist as, consist of, is subject to
darkness where light will stop when stopped to be generated, produced.
And the light I can see provides
me the ability to see the word the way I want to see it, and deny what I want
to deny, but if I do so, will that I do not want to see cease to exists? No.
Everything what is here will be here exactly the way it is, no matter how I would
like to deny, to do not want to see. Thus to deny is silly.
Do I really see when I see the
light? Or this light is simply delusion of me, to interpret reality the way to
be shiny and cool?
What I see when I do not see
light, when light do not exists, what I am? If the light can be turned off,
thus I can’t be light. I light can be turned off, and I am not the light, I must
be that what will remain thus darkness.
Darkness is me and the darkness
is who I am, but what is hidden in this darkness of me to not be seen and
revealed?
The evil of darkness in darkness
as me I exist as. True self of me, the darkness of me, the evil of me, the beast
as who I am. I am this darkness where mirrors are not necessary as wherever
darkness is I am thus me thus I do not reflect myself to me as I am.
I embrace myself as the evil of
me, I embrace myself as beast of myself, as horror and terror of my beingness,
as this is the nature of I exist in me, as me.
I forgive to myself that I have
not accepted and allowed to myself to accept myself as who I really am as
darkness as evil of me, to do not embrace the beast of me, to do not embrace
the horror and terror of myself I exist as and consist of.
I forgive to myself that I have
not accepted and allowed to myself to embrace myself as who I really am as
darkness, here as me.
I forgive to myself that I have
not accepted and allowed to myself to see the darkness of me, the evil of me
but hide true me in the light.
I forgive to myself that I have
not accepted and allowed to myself to see me but rather turn to light to do not
see what and who I am as evil of me as darkness as who I am.
Thanks,
Juraj
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