I separated myself from energy
and I judged energy as bad. I perceived energy as something as the cause of
everything I lived, I judged energy for all deception of my life, as my own
life so called own became just this. Nothing.
And I would like to go out. Out
of this dream I live as life as perception of me as mind. It is not real. And
as I see everything around as me, to which extent I deluded myself and thus to
which extent are deluded this beings on this planet.
Great job has been done as
creation of the mind, flawless system of enslavement and abuse. And I would
like to go out, simply stop this all and within this all, I became lost in
making of decisions of what is right.
I can’t even determine what is
right. Nothing of that exists, and I burned myself such many times with my
decisions, by paradox, even those decisions have not been done by me. How I
could decide if everything I became is just illusion. How even I can do decisions
when all my life the mind has been that dictator who made these decisions for me.
And this dictator I allowed to
live for me, is losing it own strength, and thus it is for me like strange to
make decisions for myself, because within this I can’t even blame my thoughts.
And I became like going nowhere, yes day by day walking my days and my life,
but at the same time like not seeing the end of this all.
Yes and it is the end I would
like to see and to make the end for myself to stop everything I became,
yes I realize I can’t do it at once, but
I would like to. Simply, it is like, I have enough.
I have enough the lies everywhere;
I have enough this systems everywhere I see. I have enough of this world and I have
enough of people of this world. I have enough of useless speeches and I have
enough of even one false smile.
Everything, everywhere, all
levels and all points are I see are rotten by inequality, deception, abuse, lies,
manipulation, horrors and evilness of mankind.
And I am part of this all. I
have enough of me as a system.
Thanks,
Juraj
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