I faced interesting points,
where the stuff which was new to me has been explained very briefly and due to
the vastness of required actions I became like “ lost “ in all information and
actions required to perform specific task, thus I started to experience anxiety
within me, as fear of the future that I do not know how to perform this
specific tasks and how to proceed, the energy build up was strong but within breath
I was able to maintain my stability, but energy experience has been allowed and
created.
I realized, it is fear of
future, fear of failing, fear of that I will not be able to proceed and perform
that what is required to be done, fear that I will not know how and what I should
do, and thus wanting to stand back and away from that I do not know how to
perform, and thus remain within and as own created prison by fear, to do not
deviate away from accepted fears and simply remain locked and imprisoned.
I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to fear the
future as that what will exist and what will happen as idea created within and
as me based on perception that when I do not know something or if I do not know
and understand things how should be processed thus I should stand back and away
from that what I do not know and understand as allowed and accepted anxiety within
and as me thus I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to
fear the future as my own self created idea about my fail in the future based
on lack of knowledge instead of realizing that I can simply research and investigate
how things works and see and realize for myself how I can accomplish that what I
do not know and understand and thus process what is required thus I forgive
myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to fear the future as a point
of my own failing as projection to the future instead of realizing that future
do not exist and that future will never come as I will be always here and thus I
can use my skills and abilities to accomplish that what is required to be done
and thus I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to fear
future and create within me anxiety as energy build up as a point of my own
ideas and perceptions of me failing and not be able to accomplish
that what I do not know as knowledge and information instead of realizing that
fear as energy as anxiety as fear of the future is not real as it is of the
mind and I am not the mind as I am here within and as my breath thus I focus on
my breath within moment and my actions to see and realize for myself what and
how should be processed and completed and that I can always find solutions for
any problem /circumstance/issue which I am facing.
Thanks,
Juraj
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