I have been molded by creation
of fear, I created that fear and I allowed this fear to mold me, to shape me,
to define me, to imprison me.
I created fear as I separated
myself from myself, and the origin as me I perceived as something other as the
second point I created.
I forgot it was me who created
this separation, I forgot it is me the second point I separated myself from.
I created inequality through
separation and fear, I forgot how I created it and I remain just as this prison
of me as me standing alone and looking, observing, wondering how come things
works how they works. I forgot myself as creator and I forgot my creation as
the responsibility I wanted to shift on some other being thus God was handy one
who could be blamed for, as what has been created is
“ madness “.
The madness I created and I didn’t
want to look it was me who created it, the madness I observed I did not want to
stand equal with, as I lost myself within my creation and lost the solution for
myself and others as me.
The reason for separation is
simple, not wanting to take self responsibility and not wanting to stand up for
myself and for others as me.
Thus everything what remain is
me and my fear.
I forgive
myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to love my fear and define
myself according fears I experience in believing that this fears are real as
expression of me here, thus I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted
to myself to think and believe that I am so week to break through my fears and
that I can’t stand up through my fears and that I have to remain within the
boundaries I created for myself as my fears to remain enslave and imprisoned
and never realize who I am as life and never see who I am as life thus I
forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to fear to stand up
for myself in all aspects of me equally and for others and wanting to stand alone
from everything in existence as not wanting to take my self responsibility for
that what I created and wanting and desiring to have someone who I could blame
for this creation thus I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted to
myself to created within me the idea of God as higher entity who should be
blamed for as the all knowing being which loves all and that the wish and will
of this being is directing my life and life of others through the saying – Gods
roads are blind and erratic and thus allow to myself to fall into a following
the ideas and believes about myself and world I live in I forgive myself that I
have allowed and accepted to myself to fear the entity as God as my idea of
higher being which knows all and thus I do not have to take responsibility for
that what I create thus I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted to
myself to fear my idea about god in believing that I will be punished when I will
not pray to this god and when I will not follow the written order of this god
which has been presenting to me not seeing and realizing that it is just trap
for myself to do not stand up for myself and blindly follow the system as my
god thus I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to not see
and realize that here is no such higher being who creates but it is me who
creates through my participation in this world, through my words, my action, my
movements, my thoughts, thus I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted
to myself to not see and realize that each one word I speak have direct
consequences on all existence as me and that each action I do have consequences
on existence and each my thought has the same consequences thus I forgive
myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to do not want to be responsible
for myself as the creator as consequences I see are madness in this existence thus
I do not want to take responsibility for this madness but rather remain
separated from myself to have some point I could shift the responsibility and
blame and thus make from myself more and good thus I forgive myself that I have
allowed and accepted to myself to not see and realize that everything what I created
are consequences of inequality I lived through ego within and as my mind thus I
forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted to myself to do not want to
take responsibility for the system of inequality I created and bring here
equality of me as myself as living word and for others, where all being are treated
and considered equally thus I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted
to myself to fear myself because I fear to be equal with myself and stand up
equally for all thus I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted to
myself to fear equality of me as all parts of me which exists are considered
equal and stand for them equal within principle of oneness and equality.
Thanks,
Juraj
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