The physical body, the flesh I live
in and as and I am dependent on, came from the earth as what earth exist as and
consist of and provided the resources required for my body to develop and grow
and exist, and the earth provides this to each being consistently.
Therefore, as my body is made of
the earth, I must be the earth as well, but as I separated from my body thus I separated
from the earth and this means, I separated myself from the life, as earth is
what provides me everything what I need to exist, thus earth by itself is
representation of life.
For earth to be able to provide
me the resources to live, the sun have to provide to the earth its own energy as
sun rays, and within this the sun lose their own mass when eventually over some
period the sun will literally die. Therefore, the life of one is death for
another.
Within this, for the sun to be
able to shine, the galaxy provides to the solar system of the sun required
space to realize itself and do what is the best for the sun, thus shine.
For galaxy to be able to provide
the space for the sun, the universe provides the space for galaxy to be able to
maintain all mechanics within to sustain required stability.
Therefore, the universe be
itself, provides and is the space.
But as I separated from my body,
thus from the earth, and from the sun, and from the galaxy and from the
universe, it means, that I forgot what it means to provide and be the space, as
I forgot who I am as life as life provides the space for living.
As I forgot my oneness with my
body, I forgot that I am one with the earth, sun, galaxies and the universe by
itself, where everything exist in cooperation of providing the space and therefore
the life to exist.
Within this all, it means, that
life = death, therefore, the perception of life as beginning and the death as
the end is illusion of the mind, illusion of so called life perceived by the
mind, as mind can’t comprehend, that life is the death. The life as breathe in,
and the death as breathe out.
I breathe in, and thus I provide
the space for life as breath to fulfill me and each part of my body I consist
of and exist as and thus I am here, I breathe out and I died as the space
diminished.
If I am able to provide the
space, therefore I am the universe.
Therefore, the universe by
itself is life.
Question is, to which I provide
the space to exist within and as me, what is that I provide the space to live
in me and to be part of me, what I accept and allow to myself to exist as me?
Do I provide the space for the
equality and oneness within me as life?
Or do I provide the existence of
the mind as friction as energy where energy is destruction?
Am I the stability to be able to
provide to each being equally the space and life or I am just friction and
destruction of me as energy?
I forgive to myself that I have accepted and allowed to myself to separate
through my physical body and thus separate from the earth and from the sun and
from galaxy and stars and universe not seeing and realizing that I am equal and
one which physical consist of and exist as universe of me as me.
I forgive to myself that I have accepted and allowed to myself to do not
see and realize that it is me who decide what I accept and allow to give and
provide the space within and as me.
I forgive to myself that I have accepted and allowed to myself to think
and believe that life begins with being born and ends with death instead of
seeing and realizing that life and death is the same as life of one is death
for another and thus to realize that death by itself do not exist, as to die
can only that what has beginning and thus has to have an end and thus only that
what is determined and influenced by time can die as it means it was not real,
as what is real is not influenced by time, as what is real do not submit to
time and thus I forgive to myself that I have accepted and allowed to myself to
think and believe that I am determined by time or that time can influence who I
am here as physical.
I forgive to myself that I have accepted and allowed to myself to create
the relationship within my mind between me, my mind, and my body and thus
relationship towards the physical thus towards the earth ,sun, galaxy and
universe, instead of seeing and realizing that I am the universe, that I am the
sun, that I am the earth, that I am the body, that I am the mind, that I am
everything which I consist of and exist as and that it is me who decide if I accept
and allow the destruction of the physical with energy as friction of polarities
of the mind or if I will stand up and stop everything mind consist as energy as
friction as polarity, thus I forgive to myself that I have accepted and allowed
to myself to wait on myself to stop the living in and as the mind as polarity
friction of myself, instead of merge together each parts and points of me I separated
from myself according knowledge and information of the mind and stop and stand
up for myself as for all as me as who I am here as life as equality and oneness
of me.
I forgive to myself that I have accepted and allowed to myself to accept
the mind to decide who I am or what I should be, instead of stop the mind
within and as me as mind is separation based on relationships, instead of
seeing and realizing that I do not need to refer to me or relate to me as I am
everything which exist here as awareness of me as who I am as life as physical
as breath.
I forgive to myself that I have accepted and allowed to myself to limit
myself and imprison myself into ideas and believes of the mind and thus
suppress myself and the awareness of my as physical here, instead of stop the
mind to direct and decide for myself, instead of taking responsibility for
everything I exist as and direct myself to effectively within me world to stop
the illusion of the mind for each being here as equal to me and me equal to
them.
I forgive to myself that I have accepted and allowed to myself to think
and believe that I can’t be aware more then my mind provides to me as
information and knowledge, instead of seeing and realizing that anything of the
mind is illusion of the mind about physical as attempt of the system trying to
comprehend what it is the system runs on and as.
I forgive to myself that I have accepted and allowed to myself to became
the system of relationships between parts and point of myself I separated
myself from and thus follow the program of me as the mind as system of thoughts
and energy movements within and as me and go there where I can get the energy
to sustain and maintain the energy source for the mind to exist, instead of
standing up and say no – Stop I do not accept and allow to be directed by
anything mind consist of.
Thanks,
Juraj
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